Let's cut the 💩. A simple rule in life-If you never go after what you want, you'll never have it.
It's a terrible thing, I think, to wait until "everything is perfect" to do something. Is there even such a thing? Money, situations and people will always come and go, that is the beautiful cycle of life- nothing is forever. This also includes pain, failure, success and time. And time, well the thing about time is that you are only promised what is now. This very moment, this very second, is all you have control over.
What is the point of being alive if you don't at least try to do something that your heart beats for? Get out of the stands and get on the field of your life. So...grab yourself by the hand, take a deep breath and jump in.
You got this.