November 25, 2015
A year ago today marks the beginning of my new life. One year ago I landed in India. I had never left the USA and I traveled to India alone. This was the start of me proving to myself that I could live a brave life. I didn't need anyone to save me. At the time I was in a deep dark hole and in an abusive friendship. In this relationship I heard on regular basis that I was a fake, that I had a pathetic existence and I was arrogant and not humble. It's hard to admit, but I believed it. I enrolled in this idea. This belief kept me small. Any opportunity I was offered I would ask myself "Who do you think you are? They will figure out that you are a fake! You can't do that!" I was scared to be me. Today, everything is different. Today when that question pops into my head "Who do you think you are?" I know the answer loud and clear
I am... Not perfect. I make mistakes (lots of them) but damn it, I am brave, strong, and courageous and I live and love everyone fully with my heart. I am worthy and I am definitely enough RIGHT NOW! Not yesterday. Not tomorrow... Not when I make a certain amount of money. Not when I reach my goals. RIGHT NOW WITH THIS BREATH I AM BREATHING IN RIGHT NOW. I am a Soul Activist and I forgive myself for not loving me and enrolling in my own dreams.
It all started when I stepped off that plane all by myself on the other side of the world. Right into my brave new life.
Living every frickin moment with love,
Ylonda (Soul Activist)
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